10.25
Bredonborough,
The street I…
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An icy night, as revealed in views from the Cheese Constructions’ scaffolding I…
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Elevated view…
15.36 Continuing organising & packing. Fumes continue to descend from the floorboards of the top floor. Pooey pooey.
E-flurrying on major arisings, including the on>off Crimson West Coast Celebration for March 2009.
When Ade’s e-mail notified us that he had dates in the KC target period of mid-April > mid-May, clearly this meant he wasn’t available. So I let go of the Celebration. I dropped it. Attention elsewhere, the Crimson Celebration wheel stopped turning for me. That the time period is now available again is irrelevant: this is not a question of dates in a calendar, this is a question of the availability of attention, intentionality, focus, commitment, a willing-ness. Rather than this being fun, it’s back to the Crimson life I know too well: life, attention & concerns being buffeted by circumstance, of not knowing whether a planned-undertaking will take place. From my e-mail to the Crims…
i don't know what happened to ade's proposed dates, but when I received the e-mail info i accepted it at face value, let go of the Crimsonising plans & moved on. my attention is elsewhere, my plans are elsewhere, and regrettably, now i'm not available. the moment of opportunity has passed.
The good news: the future is now more available to be written than a week or so ago.
The Minx set off around 10.00 for vamping in Southend this evening, travelling via London. A major lorry accident on the M40 at 03.30 this morning closed the motorway in both directions, until lunchtime at least. T abandoned her London visit & left the M40 to get stuck in an accident near Aylesbury. One accident, major repercussions; two accidents, transport systems seize.
Prepping the F&F speaking notes. There is some very good material here.
17.01 About to shut the Happy Gigster’s Briggs & Riley Wonder Wheelie…
22.25 Haircut at 18.45. An evening practising. The Minx is back in the early hours.
Front door call for the KevinMobile at 05.30.
Enough.
"A beginning is invisible."
